Its getting more offensive and sickening on Deo's diary- Episode two...Caught in the act! Diary of a young girl that is sexually attracted to her father

 I don't even know how, but this time, I really fucked up, no one knows, (hopefully) but God and you (diary). After the long boring Thursday class, I hung out with my friends, oh they are so dirty, always having one sex gist or the other about guys they've  met, I glued my mouth to the straw as I listened to these crazy girls talk. Deo you're yet to gist us about your sexcapade, don't you have any?....abeg Annie... shes's always on my case, she had once accused me of being a lesbian in denial, that girl won't just stop worrying about my sex life. Off my case, you know I'm waiting for my Mr charming; really,I wish I could tell them about my feelings for my dad, but let it be between me and my diary, before my story will be the next super story among my friends.

I remember Annie telling me my dad is so sexy, and if I mistakenly leave them both in a room, she will jump on him, she was so serious, but of course, I'm not letting such happen.... Well I can't stand this gist again, its like a boring porn chat, same story different men, all the time. I sipped the rest of my coke, which had my dad's name on it... and as I was sipping the last drop, I wondered what dad's straw will taste like in my mouth, got to go girls, as I bid my girls farewell.
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I got bored from reading, its not like exam is close, I dropped my books and started surfing the web, from my smart phone to my tablet, one thing about this phones, you can easily switch from a boring point, to a gossip chat, Linda Ikcrazy blog or a porn site...except you want to act Jesus is lord, most of us do the switching, including myself.  I prefer to watch porn on my tablet, the picture is bigger, and my virginity that I hope I give to my dad, someday. Switching from black Americans to Mexicans porn, back to boring white porn, and some masturbating teens. I got so horny...who wouldn't?. I could feel my g-string wet, well this is my secret diary, anything could be said and it's not like anyone will see it... I want to get out of this misery, so I decided to go to dad's room to check for something, dad hardly lock his room and I'm used to not knocking.

Diary! can you believe what I saw, I didn't know dad was around, he must have been on a medication or something, cos he didn't move when I entered his room, I stood close to the door for a while, to see if he will wake up, but hell no! he didn't, so I moved closer to his bed, where he is laying sexy and calm, only God knows what he was dreaming of that result to such big bulge, its so big and I don't know what to do...something in me want to run , but the stronger part of me want to move closer and grab it, feel it, or maybe put it in my mouth, like I saw on that black porn. I've seen some voyeurism online, with my short free gown, it was easy to pull aside my panties, so I started playing around my clitoris with my right hand fingers...such a burning desire, pleasure peaking and intense,totally lust to dad's bulge, I bit my lips so hard, my eyes tightly closed and will open a bit to be sure dad is not looking. Suddenly his body moved and I got scared, but he only moved to show me a clearer picture, and it seems like it has gotten bigger,oh no! this is not happening, I'll soon climax, how I wish he was dreaming of me, this time I have my left hand on my right breast and my right finger running around my cunt, this insanity goes on for about 5 minutes...I suddenly felt a presence, and I looked back to see my male cousin staring at me.

I wished the ground could open and swallow me...the wicked look on my cousin tells me he has been watching for a while, I wanted to scream but no sound is (was) coming out, he used his hand to make a follow me sign as he walked out, and like a sheep I followed...the secret is getting bigger diary,can you handle this madness, till I'm sure you can, I will keep it to myself. Right now I'm such a mess.